I Need

I want, I need, I cry, I bleed.	Hope spent, Goes nowhere. No one, Even cares.	Can’t change, These thoughts, Of hope, Is naught.	My destiny, My fate, My only, Soul mate.
A wail, Of pain, This drives, Me insane.	Met hope, That gaze, I found My place	Why must, Others be, Always ahead, Of me?	I love, I hate, I curse, My fate.
Why must, I lose? Why can’t, I choose?	No hope, Worthless, All life, I curse	Insane would, Be better, Then it, Wouldn’t matter.	I know, My desire. Won’t let, It expire.
Isolation, Alone, My will, Is gone.	Your love, I miss, I want, Your kiss.	None care, If I, Even live, Or die.	My very, Hopes must, Not turn, To dust.
I have, No will, This love, To kill.	At night, I dream, Your eyes, Their gleam.	But others, Intervene, Nothing is, As seemed.	My dreams, My desire, Barren dessert, Muddy mire.
The will, Is weak. For strength, I seek.	My angel, From Above, I crave, Your love.	My wants, My needs, These things, No one heeds.	I am, So tired, My direction, Cross wired.
If I, Can’t win, I can’t, Start again,	I have, No hope. How do, I cope?	A hug, Embrace, With me, To grace.	I left, My life, My things, My wife.
Often wish, To die, Too tired, To cry.	Not the, Path chose. The outcome, Who knows?	I have, My needs, Which life, Never feeds.	I want, I need, I cry, I plead.
			It's Just, My Wants, My needs, They don't count, They are just weeds.